When I arrive, you are there for me: hands and knees, eyes down, offering your neck, your back, your ass. Your softness, your beauty overwhelms me; I’ve never seen you so vulnerable. For a moment I hardly know what to do, hardly dare to touch you.
Then I run my fingers through your hair, scratch the back of your neck, and you shudder and whimper, moving like a cat. You chase the caress of my hand down your spine. I kiss you behind the ear.
“I need your teeth,” you manage to whisper. and I sink them into your neck.
***
The urge to take you is strong, but I feel the delicacy of the moment; at any time, I could do the wrong thing, push the wrong button, and the vulnerability would shatter. The gift you are giving is immense, and I recognize it for what it is, and fear it.
You won’t ask me, and you can’t look at me; the depth of your need is too great. The sense of deep experience rises from you, and I feel humbled, but ready. I can deny you nothing.
You open yourself. And I slide into you, as easy as breathing.
Then I run my fingers through your hair, scratch the back of your neck, and you shudder and whimper, moving like a cat. You chase the caress of my hand down your spine. I kiss you behind the ear.
“I need your teeth,” you manage to whisper. and I sink them into your neck.
***
The urge to take you is strong, but I feel the delicacy of the moment; at any time, I could do the wrong thing, push the wrong button, and the vulnerability would shatter. The gift you are giving is immense, and I recognize it for what it is, and fear it.
You won’t ask me, and you can’t look at me; the depth of your need is too great. The sense of deep experience rises from you, and I feel humbled, but ready. I can deny you nothing.
You open yourself. And I slide into you, as easy as breathing.
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Date: 2008-03-12 12:55 pm (UTC)