End Day Two, or, Rarr

[kitchen_kink]

So today started with more tiredness and heaviness, and ended with The Cranky. I was in that everything-is-annoying-me place again, and I'm not so much out of it now. Actually, the way I'd more describe the state is somewhere between nothing-excites-me and everything-annoys-me. The yummy dinner I'd planned was a nice diversion, but it didn't get me jazzed the way last night's did. My usual dropsy and heart trouble (another old family expression for constant dropping of things meant to stay in hands) annoyed me far more than usual, unhelped by a killer headache I developed sometime around 3:30 p.m.

I finally dragged my ass out to yoga, which helped some, but that particular instructor's style is what I can only describe as...male. He's good, and strong, and quite gentle and helpful, but the poses he concentrates on are mainly warrior series and lots of plank-to-downward dog-to-plank-to-low-plank-to-cobra kinda stuff. By the end, my arms are killing me and my legs are still tight. Where are my deep squats and Goddess postures?! Where my deep hamstring stretches?

Anyway. I'm still cranky. I got upset in yoga if someone was better than me, which never happens.

Sigh. It makes a person desire very little other than sleep.

Soon, precious.

Comments

[fanw.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you are feeling cranky. If it helps any, both Anna and I commented on how lovely and feminine and happy you looked when you came by our digs on Monday. May your crankiness pass quickly and your happiness grow.

[dietrich.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much! I wanted to do a sort of '60s look that night, and celebrate the last fashion day of summer, I guess.

I am happy, very happy with him. And your gatherings are always such a delight. I really liked your friend...whose name I can't remember...Crap! The blond Midwestern looking guy, imlad and I both really liked him.

I'm still going through weird mood swings, but tafkar told me that when she did this diet, it took five days for her to start feeling better, and then she felt BETTER. I'm waitin'!